Room temperature 23 Celsius...

desk lamp...

The man who can't be moved...

Stop And Stare...

Beautiful...

Call your name...

everyday is the same day.

we called it stable.

in the same way we also can called it boring.

what makes your life so great and wonderful..

この世に生きて良かったと思うようなこと？

まだ

class-class-class-reseach-translate-soccer-repot-repot and so on...

2. nagai

he said, when you do something, think about what will happen when you take that action, who will responsible for that? who will involve indirectly.

he said, cancer can be prevent or accure if we can find the cancer cell that lest than 5mm size. our body organ mostly consist of water so the density is fix. unfortunately the cancer cell density is diffrent, means more higher than normal cell in the body.

3. how to be happy

today i wiki how this word. honestly now... i dont feel happy. tired

4.3 Doors Down - Let Me Be Myself

while i was doing my research in the lab, feel like want to hear this song. how to be happy?

5. dont know what else to say

stop near hear. tooooot

today we pray jumaat under the sun. it remind me that in mahsya field, the sun only 1 feet* on our head. are we ready for hear after?

today i heard that MJ(micheal jackson) has died.

today i attand a lecture from member of JAXA(japan aerospace) about how to reduse NOx.

im leaving all the jet plane . dont know when ill be back again....

last tuesday, my acc prof said, "kou iu koto yatte, toshi wo toru ne"

right now, focus on my study, reseach, and life here.

i dont want to think about my past or my future. only for now. i live for now. what happen next, i think it next.

still remember what the dean said, a happiness meaning. not you play than you happy. you challenge something, you stuck and you surpase it. this kind of happiness.

still wonder what is the most important things in life..

still wonder what to do with this life..

keep alive

A. yeah! i'm the happiest man in this world. hahah!

B. ma~ma, betsu ni dochi ni shite mo onaji ka..

C....(ntah)

D. nope >> bapak tak bersyukur

i'm bersyukur with my life rite now. i have my life. as graduate student. living as student for another 2years come. i got schorlarship. i have a place to sleep. i got a car to ride. i got people who love me and care about me. i got saving. i got a degree. i got big camera. i got healthy body. i'm tall. i got freedom to do anything i like. i got food to eat when im hungry.

but...i dont get peacefull, im tired with living like this. time ran so fast. im getting old. i dont get what i want. i really tired. really really tired. but you cant sleep.

why jenin speak like this. what happen to his dreammy. i hate people smoking. but i feel like i want to smoking. want. want. want.

i want to break the spell that you creating.

俺こう思ったことがある。もし俺の人生がここまでだとしたらま～いいか

-lately banyak tengok monitor daripada tengok kertas

when we want something, we always wish and doing what it takes to get what we  want.  If you got money you can buy anything you want. But if you don't have money to purchase it, you can try to make a saving. 

okay. now you have what you want. so, how do you feel? happy? really happy? yes! i got it and thats it. no more than that. after you have what you want you come back to your normal feeling. then seaching for other things that you want next. its happen again and again. at one point, you will realize what im trying to say here.

and what can we learn from this prosess, by fullfill what they want atleast can make them happy! and you only can feel happy if you give without hoping for anything or something. and that is the best give. ikhlas.

pagi: tidur dan mimpi ingat

tgh malam: tidur dan mimpi lupa

petang: pendek sangat. so nak bersukan pon tak sempat. 

malam: buang masa

setiap kali nak buat sesuatu, fikir dulu ape faedahnya. apakah memerlukan kos? boleh enjoy ke? yang penting best ke? tak bosan ke suatu hari nanti? pasti akan bosan jika dilakukan benda yang sama berulang kali. Tetapi bosan pun ada  "cycle" nya.  

portable play station

Dahulu ingin memilikinya kerana server yang dimiliki sekarang tidak berupaya untuk bermain game computer. Tiada grafik kad. kadang2 rindu pula ingin main game counter strike, general, dan banyak lagi. computer telah di bawa ke lab kerana tidak mempunyai laptop. Jadi, tidak rugi jika terbeli PSP.

Dahulu rajin baca Ebook. Tetapi hanya boleh di baca di depan monitor computer sahaja. Jadi tak 'feeling' nak berguling-guling. Dengar cerita PSP boleh baca format file PDF. Menarik. Ada faedahnya dan bukan setakat membuang masa bermain game. Juga boleh menambah ilmu pengetahuan. 

Dahulu melihat senior aku rajin duduk kat lab sampai larut malam. Mereka-mereka rupanya tiada member kat rumah. Jadi member-member mereka yang kat ada kat lab itulah. Ingatkan buat kerja lab sampai larut malam. rupa-rupanya main psp beramai-ramai. Canggih teknologi zaman sekarang.

Dahulu PSP tiada cetak rompak. sekarang dah ada dan akan tiada balik. pusing-pusing kat situ juga. Oleh kerana boleh main apa sahaja game tanpa perlu dibeli, apa lagi.

malam, tak kan nak buang masa main game je. kalau ade 2 tahun lagi takkan hidup aku begini. tak dewasa lah.